TOUSHIROU IS ALWAYS THE BEST!! XD

I think... Maybe now it's the time to face my form 4 lifetime. Okay... Truthfully, I can tell that I hate my class now. But what can I do more than staying here like a porcelain doll? Everybody are getting used to their class and they feel comfortable to stay where they are now. Just me, only me... Arguing about my life. Everyday.... I forced myself to love, or more likely, like my class. Try to tell myself there's nothing to make me loathe it. Things just usually turns out against our wishes. The thing I hated the most in my life just popped out!! ARRRRRGH!! Why must I have to be in the same class with them? If I know this will happen, I'll definitely keep revision like hell last year! Staying in the same class with those geeks is as living in hell! I'll definitely switch my class to 4A or 4D next year!

But the good thing is luckily I still have Bee San. I'm so touched... Though I don't like her talking style. I hate those rude words. But still, she is a good girl. A good friend to have. At least she doesn't like those geeks... Running here and there, shouting like Tarzan in the jungle, being rude to the teachers, being immature, acting like fools, talking about love while they don't really understand the meaning and so on... Except Bee San and another few girls, I hate all of them! Especially boys. If they are only having problem with their looks, I won't care, because they don't bother me. But they can even welcome their 'same species' to our class during the middle of the class and having party like nothing happens. Oh Artemis! My guardian goddess! Please! Please tell me! When will my life get rid of them? When will things turn better? Sadness surrounding my life...

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说完了我的伤心事后，
事情就应该告一段落了。

再说下去我会更难过…… 笑一个！

Kyaa~~ XD

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虽然这不是真正的作者的原创品，

但是这位朋友似乎画得不错。

虽然要比得上原作还差得远，

不过我非常欣赏他把冬狮郎画得这么唯美。

偶滴王子啊！雪中的小提琴王子！>.<

果然冬狮郎是最帅滴！

冬狮郎万岁！！！

The Scene Outside My Window

I was always closed in my room

In the darkness all by alone

All I ever knew was

Living in this world is pitiful

This world is full of pain, sorrow, despair

The days we live is in the hands of Diablo

Wraiths and vampires are coming for us

Everyone is suffering in the pit of hell

I have no enough courages

No courage to see the outside world

I do not dare to open the door

To prevent being caught by Mephisto's army

But I told myself

Not to worry

Not to afraid

Everything will be holy alright

The sun might burns

But it's warm is not to be doubt

The rain might flood

But it's refreshment in the air

Can be feel beyond our skin

The snow might hurts

But the scene it made

Will warm our relationship

The courage in me was growing

Growing little by little

Now I am brave enough

Brave enough to see this world with my own eyes

I knew it I will be regret

Regret that I have not see this world

Being coward living in the darkness

Hence, I want to know this world

Slowly discover this mystery

Take off the cloth that had covered my eyes

I took my first step

I opened the window in my room

The light is too bright for my eyes

My eyes cannot bear the pain

I close the window immediately

I slowly open the window again

When I fully open my window

I can see how pretty is there

Outside my window

The widow, the flowers

The ocean, the wave

The sky, the clouds

I am grateful that I had opened my window

If I hadn't opened it

I won't get to know

The beauty of the scene

Outside my window...

New Life

New in Form 4. I'm getting used to it now.

After the first week, i still only having Bee San as my friend... Ha ha...

The girls are nothing, but the boys are... haiz...

I think i'm not gonna get any of them as my friends.

I'm SERIOUSLY facial-conscious... lol

Most of the teachers are nice... But the PJ teacher...

Aww... She is soo... Arrrrrrgh!! >.<

What's wrong with her? That lioness!!

Shouting here and there! Talking like crazy woman!

Demanding us what she likes! WTH!! The boys are going for exercise and girls are only staying in the class! What does this mean? Huh? Girls cannot exercise? No wonder she has a huge belly...

Oh yeah, just finished Van Alen Legacy yesterday... Nice.

But there's going to have the 5th book... T^T Endless story...

Never mind... As long as it's a nice story.

Thanks to Andrew, he gave me Ave Maria's score. Love it so much. ^^

He even printed for me the whole score! Ahh!! XD

Really very thanks to him!! Love him so much! lolz...

(Not that kind of affection. Just he give me what I wanted for so much.) Ha ha.

School Life

I am in Science class. Dunno who said I am in ICT... But never mind. Due to transport problem, Sook Yin will have to change to our class. A little happy, but still have to wait and see.

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"Do you mind about him?"

"Maybe..."

"Why? Because you have a crush with him?"

"I don't think so."

"Then why?"

"Because he is my friend I care about. Just like him as my friend and nothing."

"Really? Tell me seriously."

"I... ermm... I... Maybe not but I'll take it as the answer 'yes'."

"Why do you wanna fool yourself?"

"Because I think that is just a dream and I'll wake up anyway... One day..."

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*Due to time problem, this post will not have any pictures.

2010, Start My Solo Play

This year I'll be totally alone, 'cause Sook Yin, Jia Yi and Sim aren't by my side.

Lonely... I am so lonely... I have nobody... Now on my own~~ Oh~ Woo~

Sorry for my behavior. To sad... T^T

Okay, there's something I wanna say.

First, I heard that I'm gonna get into ICT. Duh? What's going on? I thought I'm going to Science. Zzz... Those teachers really are s*upi*... I think the form we had applied earlier to choose our stream was gone into the dustbin... If I am really going to ICT, I'll go to change it!! DEFINITELY! Sook Yin, Sim, wait for me!! >.<

Due to the teacher's careless and stupidity, I want to pity Andrew too. 'Cause he is going to KC stream... But he's Chinese is hell bad. Poor Andrew...

Second, if I'm gonna live without my friends for the following days, that means... I'm gonna be SOLO! Our 'Ki Siao Group Of Four' is being separated. NOOOO!!!!!!!!! I feel desperate... *Lacrimosa* My animation will just left mine alone... T^T

Third, in my new class, I just know some of them but none of my friends are in it. Too bad... I'm gonna miss my buddies... Adios, my friends... Though we just stay together for a short year, but it was really a great year. We laugh together, teasing each other, doing those stupid things, being mad like crazy girls, mad with anime... But I'll definitely miss those days. I'll never ever forget what we had done together. Though my results aren't ideal, but when I am sad, you guys are always by my side. Thank you all, for giving me such a good memories.

Now we are apart, but I hope we can still forward our dream, the dream we share together... 'Royal Prunus Cooperation'!! Ha ha... ^^

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Now, I wanna leave some message to my friends...

Sook Yin: I dunno if we can stay together again, but I'll try my best to change to your class if I'm in ICT. Thanks for the past two years. If aren't you, I'll definitely bored to death. You shared my journey, you shared my dream. It's good to have you as a friend.

Sim: Having you as my friend and one of our 'Ki Siao Group Of Four' is a great thing. Though you are always mad about Hero and Jonas Brothers, you still remember who are we... (Thank God you haven't mad till forget us) But if the play is success, we'll having more time together. Anyway, thanks for your novels.

Jia Yi: Ah... An anime fan... A big one... Best in teasing... Lol, don't loathe me after you watch this. You are always covering your head with books. Don't know why you can read those books so fast. But you really are a clown for me, sometimes. Teasing and flirting with Sim and Sook Yin was the best thing you've ever done. I love that part. Watching their expressions is always interesting to me. Well done!!

Though we can still meet in school, but the time isn't much. Miss you guys. Without you all, this year is going to be hard.

未来の世界

“来年は寂しいよ。。。”少女が空に見て。

“多分。。。未来はもういない。。。”涙が流れてく。

いつも、いつも。。。光をさがしてた。。。

でも。。。今はもう。。。絶望だ。

聴かせて。。。懐かしいの歌。

突然は、少女何が憶えて。。。

“婆ちゃん。。。解りました。。。大丈夫、私は平気なの。心配するないで。”

その懐かしいの歌婆ちゃんの声なの。。。

“何時か。。。私もうで切る。。。友だちっもう、希望もう、光もういないの世界。。。

　私もうで切る。。。きっと。。。”

婆ちゃんの声は消えてたの時、一つ新しい、親切の声が聴かせて。

　

“だれ？だれか？”少女は吃驚。

“私は君だよ!君の心、君の別半。。。”

“けど。。。君は男なの。。。”

“だって。。。私は君の未来。。。戦うよ！私のために。君のためにだけじゃない。。。私のため　にもう。。。”

“えん！頑張りましょう！！”少女が笑ってたんだ。

“はい!ああ！！光!私の中に光を見せてよ！”

“な。。。なに？！”

“今の君もう光がある。わたしと頑張ろうはきっとで切る!”

“光?がある？でも。。。どして？”

“だって、君が信じる。。。未来が信じる、私が信じる。”

二人が笑って。。。

その少年お笑顔は。。。私の未来。。。

きっと。。。で切るよ。。。私たちのために。。。

＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝－＝

はい、はい！こち、こち！

何か違うの笑ってないよ!

だから。。。私の日本語がまだ勉御します　にゃああ～～！＾＾

好想哭……

今天不知为什么不想看到家人……
结果就躲在房间里，
一直拉小提琴……
一拉就拉了4个小时。
手，竟然不觉得累……

大概十点，从房里出来后，便去洗澡。
洗澡后，连饭也不吃就会房间了。
（虽然我的肚子很饿的说……）
我把自己锁在房里，直到他们都会房间了，我才开灯。

突然，妈妈敲我的房门，我立刻把灯光上。
我也不知道为什么我要这样做……
我没有应门，只是静静地躺回了床上。
妈妈在门的另一边儿使劲地敲，
说：“我知道你没睡！刚才我看到你把灯关上！你干嘛不应我？”
我没有回答，只是静静地等她离开。

等房外没人后，我才悄悄地出来。
我拿了一包Julies的夹心饼，坐在电视机前，
开了Animax看《ヶロロ軍曹》。
接下来就看《彩云国物语》，一边吃亚三面。

看完后就开哥哥的手提电脑，准备继续看《濑户的花嫁》。
怎知道……
*呜呜呜……*
他竟然给我换了密码……
岂有此理！！我心爱的《濑户的花嫁》啊！！ T^T

算了，反正我今天还没上网，就将就一点用爸爸的手提电脑咯……
其实用得蛮委屈的，因为在这里面什么都不能做……
不能下载任何东西、没有动画、没有游戏……
就只能单纯地上网……
呜呜……
算了，好过没有……